We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

1999

by disgraceinsult

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $6 USD  or more

     

1.
Elektra 02:48
have you no longer the strength to lift your face to me? is there an end to unhappiness? my hope is gone my strength destroyed light of morning sky above me as the shadows of night melt into day hear me i am desperate with grief in this palace of pain I light of morning sky above me as the shadows of night melt into day hear me I am desperate with grief in this palace of pain I weep I am like Niobe, all tears. your death was my death too. your death was my death too. your death was my death too. and now i have lost my only hope.
2.
[trapped] 01:00
3.
Crawl 02:18
CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL JUST CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL JUST CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE FLOWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE THROWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE FLOWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE GROWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL JUST CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL JUST CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL CRAWL BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE FLOWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE THROWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE FLOWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER BLOOD POURING OVER ME AND HATE GROWING THROUGH LIKE A RIVER
4.
epilogue 06:47
5.
Ice 04:50
I remember what it felt like watching you in the snow watching hope freeze to my fingernails. trying to find a response to the dead look in your eyes. sitting in silence, sitting in abysmal silence. waiting for the ice to melt around me praying for a gate to open I'd search for sanity always in the wrong places. paint shadows on the walls for company cast the stars apart, asking for clarity the scars you left me only made my skin thicker leave me in the snow, drowning in the snow, making believe you loved me, making believe you need me mistaking the cold for your love mistaking your absence for love mistaking the cold for your love mistaking your absence for love
6.
edit1 03:06
7.
Fire 05:19

about

second in a series of music originally released by josef saint to his high school community and online world in 1998. (apparently earlier too--1995)
Big Up To Industrial Baby

Made with Cakewalk Pro 6.0 Audio & Cool Edit 1.53
Recovered December 2022

credits

released January 1, 2023

josef saint and a gateway 2000 Cakewalk 6.0 Pro Audio and Cool Edit 1.53. then later, a Dell (Win ME) SONAR 1.0 and Fruity Loops 4

cover model Greg Soth (aka The Swede) 2000 on a Baltimore roof

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

disgraceinsult Baltimore, Maryland

"you are a disgrace and an insult to this institution"

A priest said that to me.

a project of josef saint

contact / help

Contact disgraceinsult

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like disgraceinsult, you may also like: